week two, saturday night
[Late Saturday night, after things have settled down, Bellamy heads back down to the beach. He's too keyed up to sleep despite his utter exhaustion. Almost everyone else is inside, so it's easy enough to spot Newt closer to the surf. Bellamy hesitates for a moment, then crosses the sand to join him, plopping down in the sand without an invitation, of course.]
If it's not about trust, what is it about?
If it's not about trust, what is it about?
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...Maybe not, though.]
In a word? Desperation. Like it or not, we're dependent on the Chiefs. We have to play by their rules. If we don't, we're dead.
[He doesn't have the energy to sugarcoat anything. He doubts it would help, anyway. He's not expecting Bellamy or anyone else to agree with him. The mob at the trial made that pretty damn clear.]
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[Stubborn as always.]
Playing by their rules means most of us die until they decide to stop.
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Dude, I'm really not in the mood to get into this again. We don't have any other options.
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[Probably. He looks too drained for it.]
I'm trying to figure out where the hell your head is at.
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Which means you're here to fight with me if you're going to contest everything I say. Why do you care where my head's at?
[It's an honest question.]
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[Honest answer!]
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Raven's smart too, which is why I don't get why you two seem to think we can get out of here by trying to fight everything. That's a stupid strategy.
[Also an honest answer!]
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[Bellamy still lowkey wants to punch a robot, though.]
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It's messed up, but it's inevitable, and the Chiefs are holding all the cards. We don't even have win conditions yet. Might be that we just have to stop one killer, might be that we have to keep doing this until there's only one team left. [He shrugs. He really hopes it isn't the latter, but they can't rule it out.]
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That's what we've been trying to do. Minimize casualties. Austria pushing the Chiefs to prevent that set us back.
[And sure, the Chiefs were going to institute that rule anyway, but just the fact that Austria would push for it at all is what got under Bellamy's skin.]
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Persecuting her for it didn't help us, either.
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[Which is defending her, but...]
You're the one that started a mob in the first place.
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[God, Newt!]
You can say you weren't defending her all you want, but she didn't need you stepping in. And what was that crap you were saying about how we got it right last week?
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[And, god, he does not want to talk about the Yato fiasco right now. But, since Bellamy asked...]
We played the game correctly. And, all things considered, that was the best possible outcome for the situation we were put in. He was going to die anyway, so we spared two other innocent people in voting for him. Plus, it made the Chiefs happy, which worked out for us as a whole in this past week.
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[It's far too clinical and detached for Bellamy, who already views every death so far as a personal failure.]
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I'm stating facts. When you boil everything down, that's what we're left with. You're right, four people are dead, and they were innocent and they didn't deserve it. That doesn't change what we're faced with.
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I'm not playing this to the end.
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So what's your plan?
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[He leaves the rest unspoken. If it isn't, they don't have a plan.]
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[could be just more suffering for giggles but let him dream]
I highly doubt any code's on the island, but for argument's sake, let's say you do find it. What's she going to do?
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[Is that a hint of self-deprecation?]
We dealt with an AI back home that had more reach than this, and she worked her ass off to stop it. She can do it.
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[It's not sarcastic or dismissive. In fact, Bellamy sounds a bit desperate. He and Raven have spoken multiple times about a back up plan if she can't get to the Chiefs, and Bellamy still has nothing. It's starting to drive him crazy.]
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[Unfortunately the jungle is like 90% of the island, but still.]
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[He's not trying to be a pessimist, but...]
There has to be something we can do to speed this up.